Hi there beloved readers (:

It seems like i have alot of friends. But sometimes, it annoys me when I can see that they are just pretending to be 'ok' with me when they actually keeps grudges, jealousy, anger etc at me but still being a nice person infront of me. I want all my friends to be true and loyal to me too.
It's okay, im fine with a sincere thoughts. You don't have to be fake by keeping all those unwanted feelings inside your heart, right? True friends doesn't do that. If you dislike me, you can choose not to be friend with me rather then we keep on continuing this friendship. This goes to anyone that i know. ANYONE. It's not only relationship that you have to be loyal and true to each other right? It's also friendship. It's important to keep your relationship & friendship healthy at all times.

Seriously, I had enough of having friends who loves to fake all the way to the end with me. Hate me or dislike me, just 'unfriend' me in real life. I don't mind tho. It's better to have true friends by your side than having lot's of enemies in disguised. Frankly, i would love to have everyone of you as my closest. But i can feel that you guys are just being fake to me. When you saw me, you'll hug me and say that you missed me. But hey, it's obvious that you are just faking yourself? Sigh.
Popularity won't bring you to anywhere if your attitude wise is as bad as yourself.

Dear readers, If you are encountering the same situation as me, what will you do? You want them to be in your life. But not by faking themselves to just be friends with you, right? I miss having lot's of friends around me. That was when i was still Single. That is 4 years ago? How i wished that i can gather back all my closest and go out together one day and have a catch up sessions together.

I'm leading a wonderful life with my loved ones. And i hope that it will remain that way as i'm tired of feeling depression and crying every night to sleep, asking myself why must i have a bad life and not happy like other people? Until one day, i wanted to end my life.
But hey, remember this. Things happen for a reason. It may be a good or a bad one.
But no matter what, you have to think positive and live life to the fullest.
Don't give up easily and search for your loved ones and share it with them. I'm sure everyone has someone that they love and will be there when you need them.

Okay, I think i'm done here. I hope it's not too boring to read.
Take care readers, It's friday today.
Can't wait to catch a movie today with Love and friends.

xoxo